Monday, November 23, 2009

lately..

lately, while travelling on the public transport
i've been having flashes of the future.
No, this is not Flash Forward.
But they are flashes of what the future holds.
When I think I about them,
I can't help to be excited and be full of faith about it.
it feels like..
an EXPLOSION in the spirit.

it's raining. heavily!
The latter rain is here.
are you ready for it?

there's so much things to be done.
growth beyond maintenance.
i can only give that much.
i can only do that much.
but it's only when i do and give that much, my best
that's when God comes into the picture.

"are you willing?"
"Yes I am!"
"then believe that I can do anything, son!"
"Yes I'm willing."

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Sunday, November 22, 2009

gaga

gaga over GaGa!!

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Thursday, November 19, 2009

Asher Book - Try



If I walk would you run
If I stop would you come
If I say you're the one would you believe me
If I ask you to stay would you show me the way
Tell me what to say so you don't leave me
The world is catching up to you
While you're running away to chase your dream
It's time for us to make a move cause we are asking one another to change
And maybe I'm not ready

But I'll try for your love
I can hide up above
I will try for your love
We've been hiding enough

If I walk would you run
If I stop would you come
If I say you're the one would you believe me

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Monday, November 16, 2009

Life after Bangkok

Nov 10 - Nov 14.
Bangkok Trip!
How I wish it would be longer.
Like really really longer.
I felt like my holiday is so shortchanged.
Should have extended a few more days.
SHOULD HAVE EXTENDED!
SHOULD HAVE EXTENDED!
SHOULD HAVE EXTENDED!
SHOULD HAVE EXTENDED!
SHOULD HAVE EXTENDED!
SHOULD HAVE EXTENDED!
SHOULD HAVE EXTENDED!
ARRRRGGHHHH

No, I'm not being lazy.
I just need more time to rest.
I've been working too hard since Army days.
The day after I ORD, I started work with SBS.
Where is the justice?

Bangkok really set me thinking.
ALOT of thinking.
About life, about people, about riches and glory.

Life can be so unfair at times.

There are people who can spend money without any limit
where money feels like clouds.
but you, always having to scrimp and save every cent possible
and there are those who are worse off.
Where's the fairness here?

There are people who just look better than everyone else
and attracts all the attention to him/her
only to find yourself more inferior because of all the attention
but you, always having the need impress others that you're good
but you don't. where is the fairness here?

Pastor Kong's message once again set me thinking.
Besides the "Tall Poppy Syndrome",
Inferiority is the result of it and has it's poisonous effect.
When I hear Ps Kong sharing about how he fight in his life
to press on to that high calling of God to be different
I get inspired.
He's my role-model. BIG TIME.
When I see his life, I see mine and I will always reflect.

You don't need looks to get attention.
You don't need to impress to get love.
You don't need riches to satisfy your material needs.

It's okay to have these natural things:
Riches, looks, glory, attention.

But it's NOT OKAY to be dependent on these things to get success.

Life, wow. It gets even better.
It always does.
Just as when you thought it's the worst
You soar!

Soar today! You don't need too much natural talent to be who you are.
Be who God wants you to be!

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Saturday, October 31, 2009

change

Many people live their life to see the changes from generation to generation. But a minor few live their life to shake the world and make history. I don't want to live my life to see people make changes. I want to be THAT change!

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Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Busy, Holiday, WEDDING!

Work.
Busy.
Thinking of holiday.
How???

Am planning.
For 2 holidays
Bangkok, Beijing
Hopefully
it comes to pass.
If it doesn't
So be it

Money,
Time,
Ministry,
Friends,
Air Tickets,
Work!


But
I
want
a
HOLIDAY!!!!

Like NOW!

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And
Ling Keong, Peggy's Wedding
AMAZING!
Always good
to see your brother
settling down.
Am so proud of LK and Peggy.
They're the silent friends.
Who stood by me.
Though not exactly physically.
Always supportive,
always encouraging.
CONGRATULATIONS!

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Saturday, September 12, 2009

seeya in 5 months!



There goes another brother, flying off to China.

WAIT! I gotta say this: The "Northern Polar Bears" wasn't intended!! But nonetheless, I am glad it worked it out.

Take care there brother! I believe you'll come back stronger and BIGGER on the inside!

You're gonna be greatly missed.
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A brand new job scope, a brand new week, with PILES OF WORK and requests awaiting my evaluation.

Don't think I can wait till June to have a holiday.

NPB, we on for it? :D

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Tuesday, September 08, 2009

YAHWEH

YAHWEH
By Hillsong, From album Faith + Hope + Love

Our God He lives forever
He reigns in power and love
Let earth bow down before Him
For He is exalted

We look to Yahweh, Yahweh
Forever Yahweh, Yahweh
We look to Yahweh, Yahweh
Our hope is Yahweh, Yahweh

Our hope is God Almighty
His love is greater than all
Lift high the God of Heaven
And give all the honour

And He shall reign, forever
He shall reign, forever
He shall reign, forever and ever
Our God

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Friday, September 04, 2009

N246, N246, N246!!

Everything seems to be finally falling into place!

N246 is experiencing some breakthroughs lately, with today's CG hit a record of 12!!

And and, last weekend, we hit 16 last weekend (would have been even awesome if Van could join us).

I mean, we never or seldom have more than 10. It's usually 8 or 9, because N246 has 5 NS guys.

It's more than the numbers that matter. It's the STRENGTH and the QUALITY behind the numbers that determine how far a group will go.

Plus, the atmosphere for today's CG was really different. Every member came with a heart of expectancy for God to move.

When you learn to make room for God to move, He will move!

This shouldn't be something revelational. God moves only when we move. It should always be a part of us - everywhere we go!

When we move, God moves! When we don't, He doesn't. Simple yet not so comprehensive.

And I love the fellowship today! LOUD and active!

The vision for N246 in August was Unity.

September - The month of relationships for N246!

Let's keep the momentum going!!

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Sunday, August 30, 2009

Water Baptism

29 August 2009

Marks the day of my spiritual birthday.

It's a brand new journey, a brand new walk with God.

Immediately, I'm feeling God's presence all over me over the last two days.

ANOINTING ANOINTING ANOINTING!

A leader can never lead without God's anointing.

God, I'm willing to pay the price for it! What's this price compares to the price that you paid for us?

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